Im in dire need of your help /p/

Heres the predicament, Ive shot film for 3 years and Ive grown accustom to the feel of shooting with film camera. Moving over from film to digital has never been easy. Everytime I get a digital camera I end up selling it because it doesn't feel "natural" to
me.

gone from a canon t1i to a6000, nikon d7100, and now a fuji x100f but I feel like selling the fuji in favor of the ricoh gr ii.

Should I consider getting the gr or am I just having camera lust.