the worst thing you can do is shoot to impress others anon, especially a girl you love. You'll meet her, then you'll talk to her more and more, then you'll show her your work, then she'll love it, then she'll ask you to give her the negs to get herself prints of them, then you'll feel the best you'll ever feel again, then you'll become too attached to her, then you'll love her, then you'll date her, then things go downhill inevitably, then she'll leave you, then you'll get depressed, then you'll stop shooting things because you realized that the biggest mistake you ever did was shooting to show someone. You'll get even more depressed and hate yourself and everything feels empty and then you'll go back to 4chan and write shitty stories because you gave up everyone for her and there's no one to talk to and then you get called a faggot by other anons and then you realize how badly you fucked up. FUCK