Hi everyone I am not being racist but Im very very possessive when it comes to women, and the thought of "my" white women with a black man or a man from another race with "different" genes from me upsets me alot.

One way to get over emotional pain is to confront it head on especially in high doses.

How do I subject myself to a large amount of emotional upset when it comes to black men with white women.

Short of cucking out my girlfriend with a black man that has a large penis im not sure how to do this.

Porn doesn't help it just turns me on.