Very soon i will shoot and make my first own music videos with a musician that i know (he is semi famous on the internet right now, has his own fair audience). I feel anxious and very nervous about that. Ive never made a video in my entire life. Only bounced ideas (that he and his manager liked). I always dreamed about being music/movie director but never went further. I never even hold a camera in my hands. They just told me that i will be fine and everything will go great but im nervous as fuck. I mean i will definetely be able to hold still and act cool on a set but fuck i do feel shaky.