My fucking life is so fucking boring. Sometimes I want to end it. Have also realized my thought process isnt as quick as it used to and I'm in my 30s. I'm not depressed. If I killed my self it woudve been out of boredom. Also lack the energy to write this out.
I'm hoping if I can get in to photography it might brighten my life up a little, but not sure if a waste of money.
Should I purchase a D90?

Also realized my writing is total chaos. One sentence here one sentence there not leading up to anything. Wasnt always that way. Having troubles writing and talking to people in general.