>>4317480you call a smattering of building corners and gas stations a "portfolio". your crown jewel is a 1/2s exposure tracking a fat guy on a bicycle. you do not have a love of photography, but you would love to be seen as a photographer. for the longest time, your favorite brand was fujifilm. when digi prices inflated, you could finally afford real fuji film, but you quickly switched to buying 5 packs of portra. always overexposed one stop. at this point you think your skill developed, and you blame the film. it surely must have made you slow down and think. however, it's at this point when any semblance of talent you had died and you became stagnant and soulless, emptied of life. you know your earlier photographs were more genuine and you hate to admit to it.
>>4317459you are most likely jewish and obsessed with getting exactly what your money is worth before you can proceed to enjoy things. and that is all you do with things - enjoy them for yourself rather than seek attention from others with them - because you can scratch that essential human itch by knowing you have superior financial and technical acumen compared to the "goyim". the amount of product trivia you memorize in 15 minutes makes you seem like an expert, but you're not an exceptionally bright mind - not by the standards of your fellow ashkenazim, anyways. you are a fairly standard defense lawyer, dentist, or general practitioner and can't measure up to your cousin ibrahim who served as a member of the house for one term. now your photography, and no photographer would call it that, makes 0 attempt to appeal to others, is disrespectful towards the history your own people built, and has 0 recurrence of common photographic archetypes except in your borderline autojournalistic snapshits. what little you make that is not autojournalistic snapshits is actually good, but for some reason you didn't even upload anything to the internet. nobody outside of your immediate family even knows you own a camera.
