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>TFW 35 and never kissed a girl
>Had the perfect girl for me when I was 25, she was everything I wanted personality and hobby wise
>She was very into me despite the fact that I was a schlubby literally autistic manlet who worked part time retail, lived with his parents and drove a beat up white van
>Fucked it up and barely tried because I wanted a thin anime-ish girl and got liked by one on OkCupid
Single biggest botch of my life. It hurts every single day. The pit of despair in my stomach is indescribable. I will literally die without knowing the touch of a woman. My mom cries nearly every time she sees a baby or walks by the baby department. I had the perfect woman but I thought I could do better. Sometimes I'll fall into a crippling depression that lasts a month.
Youngbucks, don't be a fucking idiot like I was. Sometimes settling is actually the best possible option. I was KWABOTY 2015.