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the girl I ruined my life and became a suicidal drug addict over is in my state and wants to see me. To say I have mixed feelings about this would be an understatement. I do still love her very much, but there is no hope there for that to ever be reciprocated in the same way. And even if so, it's probably too late and I'm too fucked up to ever be okay with how things happened.
Part of me thinks she mostly just wants some fucking acid or something.
Momo never fucked with my head like this. Momo has only given me positivity. Mayu Iwatani and Saki Kashima as well. I wish things were as easy with everyone else.
I should tell this girl all about my favorite Japanese puroresu players like Momo and how I post about them on 4chan daily. Then she'd think I was cultured and finally fall for me.
