>>10625131>[Inside the WWA Dojo gym, there is only one competitor slaving away under the summer sun. The bulk of the expensive equipment -- all claimed as work expenses for owner Priscilla Divine’s tax purposes, no doubt -- sits unused. Sola Fire works with anger to fuel her. Frustration. Self-doubt. Confusion.]Lightning Nika made a fool out of me, and now she’s squashed Lillith in six minutes. She’s going to destroy me.
Little Beaver disappears for weeks at a time, and she comes back to fight on a PWE -- and wins against a relative of the new champion.
Amy Flame lies to my face, shares our private conversation with Nika, enters herself and Colby into a tag team title match and nearly win it, then go on to beat me and -- dammit, Mare. I just wanted to show her I changed. And now C.A.M.O.’s back, they won’t want me getting in the way to find Karna.
Holly was just fighting for the World Championship, and she seems to have Omega -- Kelly freakin’ Omega -- wrapped around her little finger. Sheila and Raquel make jokes about me to my face, and I just take it.
Even Rabbit, as weird as she always was, just had a PWE match that the fans love, and she got a friend back, not to mention the merch she sells. Even Jade is part of that story, and everyone loves her. She is pretty cool... but still.
And I'm here busting my ass for a fight I don't want to have, waiting for Nikki Kade to give me the time of day, where any idiot could tell you I’m going to get beaten or bruised, battered and left bloody just like the last time she saw fit to come and visit me face to face.
Why do I even bother doing this anymore?
I'm so... pathetic.