>>10457255thanks Momobro
>>10457595I didn't take it like that, it's all good. Guess what I mean to say is that even in my perception of what might be a positive outcome I'll still be getting high. I can't really picture myself 100% sober. I like weed, and I like to trip a few times a year. I'd very much like to stock up on some good MDMA and stash it away to be able to roll a few times a year. Things were a lot easier in my life when that was pretty much the limits of my drug use. And it was still fun then. But in the past decade it's just taken on this whole other form. I obsess over them even non-addictive drugs I push to the absolute limits without using a needle. Mostly depressed about a relationship that fell apart back then, pathetic as that is. Not that it's the only thing, but was and is the main root of my shitty feelings. It's where I changed from casual drug user to drug addict once I started taking benzos to cope and hardcore stimulants to balance out the benzos. Then figured why not try everything else. Next thing you know you're making nasal sprays out of fentanyl analogs from Poland and taking 3-MeO-PCP and playing Skyrim feeling like you're in Skyrim. The RC (research chemical / designer drug) markets back then had some crazy shit man lmao. Anyway I better get try and get some sleep. Hope you Momobros have a good night.
