>>9299125I had almost the exact same thing happen to me, anon. Thought of an heroing as well, but I remembered a quote from some dude who jumped off the Golden Gate bridge and survived. He said that the exact moment he jumped, he felt instant regret and that scared the shit out of me.
Don't kill yourself. Instead, think of all the crazy reckless shit you can get up to when you don't care about living. Get on a random bus to a different town and go get crazy shitfaced. Go get your favorite fast food, approach the hottest girls with zero apprehension, dance like a maniac at a club, do drugs, sneak into parties, do whatever. It's way more interesting than offing yourself.
