>>18702977I made the mistake of adding my menhera-ness to my gimmick (take yourself and turn it up to 11 etc. etc.) and being a little too good at showcasing it, so coupling that with being shy outside the ring and it being mistaken as me being a dickhead as well as having a bitchy face; even the other menheras want nothing to do with me.
Most of the time I wish I never started wrestling but now that I have I feel obligated to see it through because I have a crippling fear of wasting any more of my life.