>>5072015>used to be a musician >had a band >did shows and shit to bingo halls>biggest show was a mid sized club in Chicago that suddenly kicked us off the stage very unprofessionally (we weren’t even the worst band there, the booker was just a dumbass who let us go over our time without noticing)>eventually we stagnate, our guitarist is a retard and refuses literally being handed a recording studio because he wants to do the recording himself but never knew what he was doing and we never get any good demos>singer is dimes but she was unreliable at practice and eventually started leading to a lot of botches>I always had to pitch ideas and be the creative one otherwise they were happy to be a cover band, they feared going the next step or something >eventually I grow tired of music, probably haven’t enjoyed a newly released album since best coast dropped California nights>our band sort of faded out as the singer had some personal issues and the guitarist had a kid, then the pandemic happened and we stopped meeting up for practice or talking with each other>band just fades away and we go our separate ways>hits hard especially with the singer now that I think about because she took my virginity and I haven’t seen her in years now>only time I actually listen to music in when I drive my carMatches and songs for this feel?
