>>18792014>Working really helped, because unlike with my family, with strangers and coworkers (girlfriends too) I somehow was able to tell myself "I'm never letting these people see me like that", and do it.I feel this is true, like you said you let your guard down when you are near your family, but when you are around other people it's more easily controlled. Strange how that works.
Yeah my stutter is noticeably worse around my family too, but I am far more fluent when talking to strangers and even friends. I have a short self help book Im going to read and just try to get out more and socialize more to help with that.
The schizoaffective stuff I can't explain where that came from, I won't go into details but I don't think the doctors and psychologists are telling me the whole truth. It really doesn't affect me on a daily basis but it's another pill they make me take, even though I hate it. Maybe one day that matter will be resolved, like I said besides the pill it really doesn't affect me anymore.
Thanks for your own advice and kind words, hope you enjoy the YouTube videos, have a good sleep, and a better tomorrow.
