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>tear ACL
>need surgery
>move into new guest house while my cat moves in with my mom
>3 weeks later my cat is dying with kidney disease, now only have 2 days left with him
>I have literally zero friends to reach out to
>I can't eat or sleep because of pancreatitis
>pen just exploded in my new house
>black ink everywhere
>spent the last 90 minutes hobbling around, smearing ink everywhere in an attempt to clean it
>genuinely think God hates me and wants me to suffer
>this doesn't cover the endless personal sickness and family death I experienced from 2017-2023
I bought rope off amazon the other day cause because I'm hoping some day soon I'll have a lapse of judgement and finally kek mys*lf
Feel free to dunk on me all you want. I deserve it. I hate myself so fucking much.
