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called off work today as I slept 0 hours and don't feel safe climbing up 300+ feet or hauling heavy ass shit where I might kill someone or myself by fucking up
Maybe this job wasn't a good choice for someone like me desu. It's either get almost no sleep, get addicted to benzos yet again so I can sleep, or quit to get another shitty office or factory job I'll hate where it doesn't matter if I sleep or not but I'll be miserable and it'll be dead end as fuck financially like they all are. Also been thinking about just shooting myself too desu. Not sure which is the better option.
Guess I'll watch the latest Mayu matches and some of the AEW PPV today while I ponder all that. I haven't been able to keep up with much of anything lately.
