>>9125976You gotta realize that YOU Are the reason you hate yourself anon. No external force and no other person is going to help you out of this. It's all on you. You can pull out of this and make the changes you need to make to get better, but it has to come from you and you have to be honest with yourself about it. Don't bullshit yourself and try your actual best brother and that's a shoot. You can pull out but its going to take work and discipline and honesty. Put in a bit of work now for a better future, or be lazy now and hate yourself/your life for the rest of it. Its all up to you and what you really want and what you're really willing to accept for yourself. If you feel unsatisfied work on yourself and your skills until your situation is satisfactory.
