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Mayubros, I feel like my life stopped in early January 2013. I replay that night in my mind a hundred times a day, 3000+ days. I relive it every night in bed. I wake up remembering the words that were said. The smell in the air. The blank feeling as if something in my brain shattered. The noise on the TV as I stared in a mindless daze but can still tell you Passion Pit was playing 'Carried Away' on SNL and I can't bear to ever hear it and will leave if it's playing somewhere. It's like there was me before that, and me after that, and it's not the same person. I exist to merely wake up with my first thought being disappointment that I didn't die in my sleep for years on end.
On that note I'm going hiking tomorrow and have a nice secret secluded spot a few miles away from everyone and everything. I know some small caves nobody goes to due to the no trespassing signs, massive thorns, and general rough terrain to the entrance. Anyway, these have been some of my favorite threads. Take care Mayubros. Think I'm going to stay up tonight and watch some matches until first light then be on my way. Boxing and labeling my stuff up here at the moment, I don't really have much anyway.