>>13495799I hanged myself in the forest when I was 20 because I didn't want to make a mess in my parent's house, didn't want them to see me like that. Also wanted to make sure I will actually die. I picked up the thickest branch I could find and guess what, when I was almost out of air, it fucking broke. And I'm not even a fatass. I can still remember the birds screaming and schizo visions when I was passing out. Getting so close to death made me uncaring, cruel and emotionally dead, so the opposite of what suicide survival people say.
