>>19365802Old photo. Christmas isn't fun anymore as an adult, as a child there were big parties with the whole family, but now it's just about lots of food, like an insane amount i would prefer something small but more joyful, I'm grateful that i still have my partners but the holidays don't feel sincere anymore and i don't like exchange presents because it's just out of obligation and nobody gift me books (but me) even though I'm always reading. Luckily i got my self 2 books already for christmas, Japanese history / Pacific theater is my favorite subject of course.