>>17346093I completely agree with your statement brother. The reason I stuck around was because she gave me mental help when I needed it the most but has done this in the past. Usually I crumble and forcefully reason with it saying that it is acceptable but truth be told it isn't. It left me with a felling of disappointment from having high expectations of her. I ended up finding a male friend at work who has replaced what she did for me and we both laugh it up doing it. I feel a little bitter but since I dropped the ganja I fully embraced my emotions and am happy to feel them to the fullest extent. So I can feel sad now and get over it instead of trying to reason against my logic. She is an amazing person but I'm also an amazing person who deserves better
