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>To everyone who supported me, Wakana Uehara, I feel deeply sorry for delivering such a disappointing result. My heart is filled with regret.
>I’ve always tried to stay positive in what I say. That’s because I want to give everyone strength and courage and be someone they can look up to. I wanted to become someone who could be called first-class. That’s why I’ve had a policy of not showing weakness.
>But, to be honest, I lack confidence. Of course, there are aspects of myself that I can consider my strengths, but I’m constantly battling anxiety. Precisely because I lack confidence, I’ve tried to reassure myself by speaking positively and boldly. Because I lack confidence, I’ve declared my goals and dreams to those around me so that I couldn’t back out later.
>The image of "Wakana Uehara" that everyone has is probably something like this: confident, competitive, positive, ambitious, cheerful, skillful, and full of energy.
>But the real me gets discouraged easily over trivial things. I dwell on things even when I know there’s no point, and I carry them with me for a long time. It takes me more time to learn things that others find simple, and I can’t even put in the effort unless I set clear goals. I always get nervous during matches, and there are times when the pressure makes my hands tremble or gives me a stomachache. The truth is, Wakana Uehara is a very weak person.
>I wanted to appear strong and cool in front of everyone. I didn’t want to be disliked, so I tried to act like the perfect student, the good girl. I didn’t want to let anyone down. I wanted to be the hero, the protagonist.
>But now, with the gap between my ideals and reality, and the overwhelming weight of expectations, I feel like I might not deserve to be that hero.
>Right now, my emotions are all over the place, but I want you to know that your support has truly reached me. Thank you so much. And I’m sorry I couldn’t meet your expectations.
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