>>18690771>weYou are alone. Regretfully for the next I mean what, 20ish years? How long can your body hold out being a hateful little bitch online and eating pure slop piggy?
At that point, I have good news for you. You will return to the earth as compost. Your body will become fuel for life. Grass at first, ironically you will then become shit yet again, it might feel familiar because well, look at what you're doing right now. After that, maybe some farmer puts you into a farm where you become food for humans perhaps! Then you'll turn into human shit, an upgrade from your current situation of being a piece of shit human.
From there, you get to go down the tubes and return to the water! Where your essence will take a rather long journey getting back to the ocean. You'll fracture a million times, being put into the water, rained onto the earth, then the cycle of life will continue, but this version of your existence in the fork you made in the ever expanding world tree of existence? >>You as you are now will die off. Anything and everyone that has ever known you will forget you unless you are able to produce something possessing any minute amount of value to the world that anyone would dare to mention you in passing, in a post, in a joke, in a smile with a fond tone... regretfully as it is now, you will just be remembered as an insufferably dull waste of your one chance at living a life of love and purpose, but Thanatos comes for you regardless. Your life will expire and the memory that you ever existed will fade from memory.
The never ending summer of 92 comes for you, you don't come for it. You don't have much longer, think about how you're spending your remaining time before you no longer have any currency left to invest in your miserable existence.