>>102818064/10 babyface promo. No call to action. No getting fired up. Come on anon, you can cut a better one.
But in all seriousness I kind of get where you're coming from. Most of my friends haven't moved away, but I know they will soon and I'm not interested in following. At the end of 2021 I had a nervous breakdown that I stalled for a whole year, out of sheer force of will at great expense to my mental and physical health, so I could take care of my dying dog. Man... I love that dog. I don't regret doing that, but I do wonder if maybe I had just let it happen then it would have passed in a week or two and I'd have been able to enjoy that time more with less white knuckling and suffered less consequences after the fact. It finally caught up with me about a month after he died. Talk about working yourself into a fucking shoot, dude. It got to a point where any and all stimulus was like bamboo splints under my fingernails, and I was getting ready to go the way of Eddie Graham, but I stuck it out for one last shot. I saw a therapist. I got on some meds. Things aren't perfect now, but I can leave the house. I can go to the gym. I'm getting a little better all the time.
