the other night I had a dream I was in a car accident and bleeding out while hallucinating and it felt so real
then woke up to my alarm clock disappointed that I wasn't really dead and had to keep going on this shitty life and go to work. I'd kill myself but that'd be too hard on my parents and friends. Is there a good way to die that is relatively painless but looks accidental?
Was thinking of maybe getting high and jumping off the ledge of this nearby gorge as it was getting dark, maybe bring my camera and snap some pics so people would think that's why I was there. Would think most would assume I accidentally stumbled off because I was fucked up. Any other ideas are welcome.
