>>10692641don't listen to anyone that tells you it's okay, or trying to rationalize that she looked older or anything.
you said it yourself, you think she's about 12. still in middle school.
if anyone knew about this, you would be ostracized from society.
if you were someone i knew, even a close friend, i would be so disgusted by you that i would cut off all contact.
you need a reality check. stop being such a porn addicted deviant and find some other outlet for yourself.
find a hobby. go take up boxing. learn carpentry. teach yourself how to cook. go to church and speak with people.
you already have done something you would never admit to in real life. and that pushes you dangerously close to doing things that you can never come back from.
because if you get to that point, you deserve to be killed.
think of your parents. anyone that has ever cared about you.
save yourself. please