There are a lot of hot girls at my new job and I barely talk to them because Emily was a cunt who lied to the cops and took a fake PFA out against me. I managed to make small talk with one of them today about Independence Day and whatnot. Maybe I'll heal one day, but despite that small step being real progress it scared the hell out of me because a voice in my head was shouting at me to shut up and stop talking to her the entire time. Fuck that goddamn cunt Emily I hope a firecracker goes off in her goddamn hand.
But goddamn this chick got a dumper on her even my broken brain had to try and speak at least a little something to her. I guess I'm not completely dead yet, even if the odds of me ever genuinely enjoying a conversation with a woman again are completely dashed.