>>10866241you should hole yourself on ketamine or flourexetamine (FXE)
the afterglow will have you feeling like you can conquer the world for weeks it's the greatest anti-depressant ever
After you abuse it for a while it kinda loses that. The actual effects during the experience otherwise largely remain similar though. PCP and it's analogues have similar anti-depressive qualities, though to a lesser extent. And unless you're experienced with drugs I wouldn't recommend jumping into that world first.
if we're talking about anxiety benzos are the shit but I fuck my shit up and get addicted to them always because I buy huge quantities of raw benzo powder and basically have thousands of doses available at any given time while I'm abusing them. As far as those go I'd say the best is bromazolam / etizolam but those are both illegal now. Etizolam probably had the best safety profile / effectiveness of any drug in that class for my money. Xanax is pretty good too. If you're looking to get fucked up while eliminating your anxiety, clonazolam is the best but again, think that's illegal now too, and since it's not a prescription drug it might be difficult to get anymore.
the doctor tried putting me on SSRIs back in the day but after a few months of feeling like shit I told him I don't do drugs like that, that might fuck my brain up you know?
also I wanted to take LSD and molly and you can't do that on SSRIs, they won't work
