>>11431324I shoot don't know anything about my dad, not what he looks like, his race, his name, any of his family, anything.
I have to wonder if my mom was raped and I'm the product of it but that's impossible to ask someone so I just have to be stuck with this thought.
It sucks even more cause she has done nothing to raise me my entire life, couldn't even be bothered to teach me basic shit, it's like she hates me for being born.
My grandparents are the only people to look after me and they are both dead.
I'm so alone and mentally ill because of it.
