I hate when women message me randomly because it makes me paranoid they want something out of me or they're trying to deceive me. I had one I knew from work message me before randomly despite me telling her we weren't friends before (I am extremely mentally ill so I do not have friends) and now I'm expecting she might be plotting against me because when I asked her about the work she was doing she stopped responding. I just wish I had some big sign on my head marking me as a BPD mutant and people wouldn't interact with me. Ironically, I would like responses to know if I sound completely insane or if this is reasonable.