>>12027270You have been properly conditioned after a 20 year period of pedestalizing women and shitting on men.
You didn’t bond with another female early enough in life and they became a symbol to you. An ideal rather than an individual.
Those who resent the many social and romantic advantages women inherently possess and zero in on them without doing anything to improve themselves become incels.
Those who begin to idolize the female and serve their every need just for acknowledgment of this “divine” creature become simps.
You are a simp.
Start working out and begin to find value in yourself instead of the external.