>>12034021I don't know if that's even a real word but same. I feel like I have to play a character every time I interact with anybody, even my own family. It's so tiring having to fake a smile. You feel so terrible with everybody telling you how nice of a person you are when internally all you feel is loathing of everything and everyone including yourself. I don't know what I would do without this site where I can just just yell at people and assault them with racial epithets without any consequences.
