>>12361476Bayley, you will never be a real woman. You will never procreate and raise a family. You will never be pregnant for a full term. You will never know the profound fulfilment that a parent feels when they first hold their newborn and enjoy each and every milestone. You will never re-experience the wonders and joys of childhood by vicariously seeing through your child's eyes.
Your wine will not hold you and look to you for comfort and security. Your dogs will not carry your legacy. Your travel experiences will not fill the void that echoes with the voices of your innumerable ancestors. Your conspicuous consumption will never cease the burning embers that are your smothered maternal instincts honed over millennia only to culminate in a pathetically misguided female specimen who believes life is about consuming luxury items and attracting ephemeral attention in a desperate attempt to feel validation and pass the time.
You drunk wrestling and acts of sodomy are far from being what a truly fulfilled women feels when she is bearing the child of her loving husband. Your attempts to squeeze any genuine emotion, passion or satisfaction out of your wasted life are futile and you'll be lucky if you find enough dopamine hits to get you through the 24 hours of your next birthday. Your ersatz womanhood is a travesty and your attempts to convince others that you are a successful and fulfilled woman are nothing more than a transparent defense mechanism to keep you from letting go. Stop trying to take down other young and impressionable women by lamely insisting your vacuous and empty path is the equivalent of the path of motherhood and family.
You are nothing, you will always be nothing, and by the time you desperately consider IVF your eggs will be laughably rotten and your desolate womb will be a testament to your imprint on this world and the next generation. You retreat further into abject narcissism only to be yanked back into reality during the lonely nights.
