>>12713183i actually kind of shuddered reading this because i've raped three women. i didn't think it was rape but being drunk counts i guess. and i guess it was violent but that's what they wanted. nothing too bad but women are garbage.
it happened when i was in college at oklahoma state and i got investigated after i finished. one of the worst things you can ever go through anons. but they declined to charge and i missed a bullet.
i literally hope the girl that went to the police dies. felt like my life was over. she was drunk yeah but i was drunk too.
her life is a mess last time i checked so that's good. i don't check anymore because i honestly try to block this out. this the first time i've typed out about it and before this only my close family knew what was going on.
it's so weird that i even consider myself a rapist when people have told me what i did isn't that bad. my gf didn't think it was rape but it doesn't make me feel any better. and the police didn't come up with any formal charges but it doesn't make me feel any better.
