Unironically pisses me off when people this beautiful AND talented fall into such a deep depression, let the naysayers get to them, and then do what Hana did. It sucks so fucking bad.
It's one thing if you were dealt a miserable hand in life, do your best into your 30s or 40s, somehow fumble away what little progress you made, and then decide it's too much to start over from there. If you're in your early or mid 20s, I don't care how bleak things look, unless you're literally 80 or lower IQ and several deformities, handicaps or injuries......there's still time to turn it around.
Don't even do it for yourself, do it for others. Have you seen the YouTube videos of homely, overweight peoplw who save wildlife, foster kittens, volunteer in soup kitchens, work with addicts, etc? Millions of people liking and commenting about how great they are as human beings. And it's all true, they are!
It's not about sex and pussy and butthole pleasures, it's about making a difference in the lives of those who are less fortunate than you are. From there, everything else is a bonus. Don't worry so much about what miserable people think, or about underachievers trying to bring YOU down. Let them be miserable while YOU overcome, and succeed, and make this year-month-week better than last year-month-week.
OK enough ranting, my ass isn't gonna wipe itself