>>12933352I can only assume you've never been with a woman and this fantasy of yours is directly related to that, but to answer your question, no, I've never sat back and thought to myself--
"Man, life would be so much better if I had been taken advantage of as a child."
I unironically must ask you to immediately seek a prostitute and a therapist in order to suppress these horrifically frightening thoughts you're having.
You deserve better, anon.