Hey guys. How are you?
Please listen to my reassuring story today.
At the end of last year, I went for a brain scan.
I don't have any particular symptoms.
I have a little ADHD so I was not concerned about it, but I began to think it might be a brain disorder.
I also sometimes hit my head in matchs, so I went for a checkup just to be sure.
And the result. I was told that I need to be retested
They said I have some kind of small tumor. Yeah, scary!
After about a month of anxiety, I finally went for a retest today.
I have been feeling down since last night. I don't want it to harm me any more …no, leaving it alone is the worst
Then I went into the MRI again with tears in my eyes. I am claustrophobic. How many times am I doing it this month?
And the doctor gives a long explanation while looking at the images in my head. I was so nervous that I could hear my heart beating while I was listening to him because Japanese people don't say the conclusion first. Then the doctor said one word.
"Yeah, there's nothing wrong!"
Thank goodness...
Apparently, the first test I had was of low image quality and it looked like a tumor. There was nothing wrong with it! Haaa thank goodness! I was scared!
By the way, this is not the reason for my absence
Well, at least I'm glad one thing I was worried about is gone
I didn't care about my health when I was a teenager, but now I'm so thankful for my health.
I'll keep coming back regularly. I'll keep coming back
thank you, fuck you
maki x
