>>13723970small steps my dude, try reducing the number of mean things you say everyday, and you stuff will become better over time, you can do it
>>13723674think of it this way, they are following what you are following, that drive that made you enjoy wrestling in the first place, it doesn't make us all too different, so thanks to them, wrestling is going forward, that enjoyment is being materialised, most likely things inherent to what you would have done as a wrestler, goes for many things really, so enjoying what they are doing is quite nice, as we are driven by the same thing underneath, plus of course, you can look for inspiration in them, it's never too late to start getting better, in anything really