>>14947259my dad beat my mom several times, then abandoned me when I was 13. I have abandonment issues and it triggers really easily if people ignore me for an extended number of days. a father that died living his children is better than a father who lives 2 roads away and threatened to kill their kids.
I'm a father now, but I'm divorced so i can't see my daughter for half a week. That divorce hit me quite hard. I can't go to the park or family events because seeing full happy families trigger me
I'm actually a useless person and father, but the best I can do for my daughter is give her 110% of my love when she's with me. I don't encourage her to do anything for fathers day since it's a useless day for me, but I'm thankful if she wants to do something for me.
not everyone gets a happy ending bros. I'm okay with that now. keep safe
