I can't stop thinking about how, compared to a guy like Oba, I'd never ever be able to satisfy a high-quality blonde woman like Thea. That's why if I can’t do anything about my size, then there’s literally no point in living. I’m not even small, just average, like 6” x 4.7”. But if you’re not big, you’re small. No matter who I date, at some point, she will have been fucked by some big dick alpha male type guy. No matter what kind of sex I have, it will never be as enjoyable for me as it is for someone with a big dick. I would do literally anything to have a big dick. Literally anything. I’m completely uninterested in sex. I used to have so much ambition, now I have none. If I can’t compete with dick size, why try to compete in any other way? No matter what I do, the hung guys won. They fucked my girl. They got to feel like more of a man than me. She probably praised them for their size. I would literally kill to have one girl tell me “wow you’re so big” and actually mean it.
