And it's starting to scare me. I'm terrified of losing my already tenuous grip on reality and slipping into a true parasocial relationship like those you see on the news with delusional celebrity stalkers.

Most of my day is spent fantasizing about the life we could have together and most of my night is spent masturbating to her. I have become extremely possessive of her and work myself into fits of rage when I see others commenting on her OnlyFans and Twitter posts. The same can be said for /pw/ posters who claim that she has the body of a 12 year old boy or those who call her a bug. I have no money, but if I did I know it would go directly into her pockets. I refresh her social media every 15 minutes to see if she has posted. I put her picture up on my tablet and set it next to my pillow so I can fall asleep looking at her face.

This is a 100% serious post by the way. I need help.