>>16321346Ok I'm gonna be 100% honest here, if this post is real and you really feel like this, you should just kill yourself. You are obviously an extremely mentally ill person with a parasocial relationship with a celebrity that you don't know personally and she will never know you exist, you are so weak mentally that something most people understand as something natural makes you have a mental breakdown, you are obviously useless to society and a burden if people are forced to waste their time and money to look over you because of your retardation. Living just causes you pain and is an annoyance to everyone around you. On top of that, you will most likely snap and traumatize/kill someone innocent one day, maybe even the celeb that you have idealized in your head. You will ruin her life forever. So it's better if you end it before causing any more damage to society, because you obviously aren't helping it in any way, and commit suicide.
