>>17006129Because I’m married lol. And my wife is objectively way prettier like by several orders of magnitude. And also she’s my wife, ie I love her and would never want to hurt her and all that.
It was just strange once in a lifetime circumstances, work pushed us together in an environment away from home and we were around eachother pretty much all day every day and forced to talk off the clock about upcoming projects and whatnot. And socialize off the clock since we didn’t really know anyone in the city. Like I said she wasn’t anything to look at, looked a lot like charlotte now without the implants, athletic body and busted face. But man something about her just drove me up the wall. She was madly in love with me too I could see at could everyone else in my department, but at the end of the day I remained loyal and faithful to my beloved. I don’t believe in that “different zip codes” “business trip secret” “work wife” bullshit. I literally had a dream were I fucked her brains out and then consequently ruined my whole life ie wife left me, job fired me, family despised me etc etc. That dream pretty much cemented everything my instinct was telling me that absolutely nothing good would come from this except a couple minutes of passionate ecstasy followed by a lifetime of regret.
We’re now several states away from eachother but still work for the same company and occasionally talk.
