Man, I hope you're okay. This isn't normal. She's absurdly attractive and successful by any traditional metric. 99% could never hope to obtain her. Saying weird shit like "vile Repugnant subhuman" legit makes me worry about you. And no, I'm not a fan, I couldn't care less about her or her wrestling ability. I just worry when I see these threads because it's unhealthy by even by 4chan standards. Things like waifu posting or threads about ass are an accepted part of chan culture. This is just really sad and it's easy to get help and channel your energy and anger into something positive.