>>17112245I'm a successful artist with books out in multiple countries and work permanently in museums. I have a long term partner, close friends, and lots of acquaintances. I don't think I've woken up one day of my life and not wondered why we have been cursed with this existence. We know enough to be aware of our existential predicament, but not enough to see that it could mean anything or have purpose. I'd say it helps to at least try develop your knoweldge and skill with something youre intersted because it gives you something to do and leaves you feeling more rewarded than playing vidya (where its fun during, but afterwards you often feel you wasted a day of your life). Sadly though, I don't think there's a magic bullet. At least we have shitposting.