>>17302816I've never found wrestling to be helpful. It doesn't get better, either. Would have just had my 16th year with someone, but she ended it after 14. Won't say why.
I'm sorry for your upcoming pain. I cried every single day for over a year straight. Now it's just not every day. Was with someone else for 7 months. A bandaid at best.
Wishing you the best, bro. Best advice I can give is get out once a week and live life. Not saying look for someone new, just get out and live