>>17334282off and on.
I signed up for dialectical behavior therapy after I aged out of where I'd been going for about 5 years, but when my grandparents died it had a massive negative effect on me since they pretty much raised me.
I started drinking cause I was having panic attacks and couldn't sleep without having nightmares and almost died because of it, ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks cause my pancreas and stomach basically fused together via a cyst.
then when I recovered I signed up for wrestling training and tore my knee and needed surgery lol...
so, still trying I guess.
