People are going to think I'm false flagging or larping I'm unironically not.
Wrestling has been the only thing I've got enjoyment from for early 15 years now. I only watch WWE, and the rise of NJPW and AEW has been triggering as fuck to me because I'm worried WWE is going to be knocked down.
Every morning I wake up I check /pw/ and I'm sweating as I go through the catalog hoping there isn't bad news concerning WWE. When Dean Edge left for AEW I punched my wall.
I've got OCD which triggers severe anxiety and depression and now because WWE is the only thing I care about my OCD makes me do stuff that relates to my WWE. I wash my hands 5 times every night before I go to bed otherwise when I wake up something bad about WWE will happen.
Again, I'm not larping at all. Honestly wish I was. I don't know what to do but it's ruining my life. After I read about the latest round of releases, I kicked the stairs so hard that I think I broke my toe. I can't even go see a psychologist because it's all just so pathetic. The horrible thing is I don't even enjoy WWE that much but I just can't stop obsessing over it.
