former onlyfans addict here. i will explain the (shameful) mentality behind it.
the first time you buy a picture, there is such a rush. it feels like you unlocked or gained access to something special, a part of her that you got to. when yoire lonely, this feels the same as buying a girl a dinner to get a chance at seeing her naked later…pathetic, sure, but thats the idea here. eventually you buy more and more, and typically onlyfans girls get dirtier and dirtier as time goes on; to where your brain and pecker do all the thinking. you associate buying the picture with letting out a load, or purchasing a video with a hard, eye rolling orgasm.
i used to literally get stiff, all 4.6 inches at full mast, just when id hit “buy”. got to a point where id be jerking BEFORE the blurry picture got unblurred.
luckily i have found christ since and stopped. but the damage has been done. i now suffer from crippling premature ejaculation from doing this, and often get depressed thinking of who i was.
thats the mentality. NEVER be like this.
