>>19770211>be autistic 15 year old>ugly girl in class has crush on me>cold asks me out in text like 10 times over a year>dodge them with stupid excuses when she asks me the next day like "oh I left my phone at the gym">invites me to her 17th (I was a year younger than everyone)>don't want to go but all my friends are so I go anyway>everyone drinking but me because autistic>she begs me to have this tiny amount in a cup, insistent on giving it to me (it's like a shot's worth)>had drunk before so drank it, doesn't taste like straight alcohol so I assume it's a pre-mix>wake up and it's night time in a caravan and she's making out with me>legs and arms so heavy, can barely open my eyes>her older sister opens the door to tell her to come say goodnight to her friends inside, tells her "he won't be going anywhere">she argues but eventually leaves>FIGHTING SPIRITU, manage to sit up while she's gone and put shoes on next to bed (no socks)>sneak out of caravan and try to run but groggy>follow main highway (she lived on a farm out of town), ended up walking 7km and rocking up to my friend's house and sleep in her bed at sunriseDon't really have any trauma or PTSD, other than watching my drinks, but I told all my friends and she dropped out of school out of embarrassment. Then the next year her older brother got arrested for raping their 5 year old niece repeatedly, and using GHB on other family members, which I assume she used on me. She's now 31 years old and still living at home and still working part-time at the same fish and chip shop, so karma got her worse than any police would.
